Anxiety
I think I had an anxiety attack last night. It wasn’t great. Felt like a heart attack (though I don’t know what those are like, either). All I know is that I was repacking stuff, and it all got so overwhelming. Got light headed, couldn’t see properly at one point, was so afraid I was going to die.
I got through it, though feeling really weak still today. I breathed, hubby massaged my hand, drank a lot of water, tried not to worry about the next legs of the trip, and also, the thought of THE WEDDING PEOPLE comforted me. I wanted to get back in there.
I don’t know if it would’ve been different had it been another book I wasn’t as engrossed in? But I was thinking of kidding around with my husband (when I’m finally in a mood to kid around), that let it not be said that my love for books and reading didn’t help with my health.